That Voice. Chester Bennington, you also left us way too soon Man.
Suicide is a Permanent Solution to a Temporary Problem.
I know, it’s our creative side Man. Its also bad brain chemistry (most times treatable) with meds and weekly therapy.
I wish you asked for proper help and got treatment. I will miss (and always honor) Kurt Cobain, Chris Cornell, Chester Bennington, and my original G that left us way too early, Dave Mirra. All had family and kids, but that depression and creativity wiring is a BITCH.
Depression, Mental Issues are real; especially these days (recession/social media, etc). Money ain’t SHIT. Being Brave to ask for Help is. Don’t Commit Suicide Please. Especially if you have kids. Instead, be Brave (on your good day) and ask for help. It will save your kids & family misery. Plus with proper treatment, you will actually find happiness (eventually, with work, meds, easy/fun goals, little steps, friend support circle, etc.). Don’t worry, it will go away. I know because i’ve fought depression and hopelessness many times over, and got to the other side of the constant rain. It is possible.
National 24/7 Suicide Hotline: 1-800-273-8255